annnenonymous

Do you like the rain or sun more ?

2011-02-10T20:20:00.001+08:00

tough one. i don't quite prefer the cold weather and too hot is just not right.

2011-02-10T01:44:00.001+08:00

2011-02-10T01:22:00.014+08:00

From Bay's blog;
to ain; babe, thanks so much for letting me share my secret with you, heh. i never thought that i'd share that kinda things with you. hahah. but yeahh, its nice sharing things with you and ohh last long with Haziq okayy? heee, when i see you both. it makes me happy, really. i dont know why. heee, im just hoping that me and art can last long like you both. hee, and yeahh. we should meet up realll soon. heee, i love you laa babe ((:

Omg was what i first said.

Sweet kan?! That was really sweet. Well, for me that is. Hmph.

Well, i didn't thought you would have shared that piece of amazing news to me too. I was quite surprised that you didn't mind sharing something not any girls would simply want to share with someone who they are not quite close to i must say. Seems to me you're a nice girl. Make it last, babe. You can. Just play your part but loosen up a little.

Xx.

2011-02-10T00:55:00.007+08:00

I love those guy friends that look after you.

traceykhuc:
Looking after you as in, if you talk about other guys that you like, they won’t get jealous or clingy. Instead, they’ll tell you if you’re wasting your time or to be careful. Those guy friends that protect you from getting hurt. They warn you about anything. They just care for you and you can talk to them about anything. There’s no awkwardness between you two and he makes you feel good. Yeah, that guy. A friend.

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I hate having to deny what i feel. To be truthful, i kinda miss them, the boys. I've always look up to them but i guess things changed. We're not close like how we were back then. Those open talks, babes, riding, coffeeshop, advices, late night meet up, late night movie marathon, sleep over, unintended sleep over. Sigh. But most of all, i miss F badly.

2011-01-31T20:55:00.017+08:00

Since Chinese New Year is around the corner, love will be booking out extra early tomorrow. I'm so over the moon. Tehee. Miss him terribly.

Talking about tomorrow, i will have to come down to ION for a job interview at the Dunkin Donut with love. This time round, i'm not gonna screw the interview and just exaggerate about almost everything. I need and i have to get a job by now. Gotta save, save and save.

For the past few days, it has been raining and i totally hate it though i know i must be bersyukur but damnit, i'm shivering here. And since it was such a bad weather, love and i went to Sentosa last Saturday for nothing. Few minutes upon arriving, it was raining heavily and we spent our time under the shelter untill the rain has stop and took the pram back to the station. End up, we were at Jurong with his friends. Had Old Punggol Nasi Lemak at Toh Guan(J.E) for our supper. Shiok! Must try.

2011-01-31T20:26:00.002+08:00

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hi howd you get through the holiday season. you have a New Years resolution?

2011-01-07T01:13:00.001+08:00

Hey there. Well, holiday has been great for me. Pretty decent i must say. Hm, new year resolution? I've only come up with slim down and get back on studies. Other than that, what come what may.

Ask me just about anything.

2011-01-07T00:31:00.003+08:00

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Strike you off. Period.

2011-01-06T01:55:00.004+08:00

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2011-01-06T01:15:00.017+08:00

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2011-01-06T00:46:00.001+08:00

Here Without You - 3 Doors Down
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPBzTxZQG5Q

A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your pretty face

A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

2011-01-04T21:28:00.006+08:00

Can't Stand It - NeverShoutNever
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YdDG1vsLgTQ

Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know
That everything you do,
Is super fuckin' cute
And I can't stand it

I've been searching for
A girl that's just like you
Cause I know
That your heart is true

Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know
That everything you do,
Is super duper cute
And I can't stand it

Let's sell all our shit,
And run away
To sail the ocean blue
Then you'll know,
That my heart is true yeah

Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know
That everything you do,
Is super duper cute
And I can't stand it

You, you got me where you want me
Cause I'll do anything to please you
Just to make it through
Another year

You, I saw you across the room
And I knew that this was gonna
Blossom into something beautiful
You're beautiful

Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know
That everything you do,
Is super duper cute
And I can't stand it

Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know
That everything you do,
Is super duper cute
And I can't stand it

And I can't stand it
No I can't stand it

2011-01-04T19:39:00.003+08:00

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2011-01-03T20:12:00.011+08:00

I'll always be logging into blogger and have nothing to blog about and the fact that i hate it so much, doesn't even help.

Okay so right now, honestly, there's nothing much on my mind other than the fact that i'm not feeling good. It's like, i don't feel right, like there's something amiss and i'm scared. Sigh. I hope everything's gonna be all right, please.

Countdown 2011 was um, i guess it's safe for me to say, not that bad. Hah. Was with love and his friends at Marina Barrage. No at all a spectacular view of the fireworks, it was so so crowded, i was locked out from our sitting area with Art and Bay as it was full capacity and plus, the atmosphere there were plain boring. But it's okay cause i know i had a great time though. Tehee. All of us went back to West after the fireworks and spent our morning at Jurong. Hah.

School's starting in just a few days time and be surprise, i am totally excited. Oh well, have i mention that my GPA sucks? Big time? Hah. I have to buck up. I have to try harder this time round but..ah, nevermind. I doubt there's nothing much i can do now since love will be in camp during weekdays. So this is the opportunity for me to strive since i have all my weekdays to myself.

i love you ain<3 and yes i am bedahh.

2011-01-02T19:43:00.001+08:00

i know you do and i was totally right.

Ask me just about anything.

ain, do you love bedah?

2010-12-31T14:45:00.001+08:00

Yes, i love her and if this is you, Bedah, i love you. Of course i do. <3

Ask me just about anything.

2010-12-30T20:09:00.005+08:00

Be Without You - Mary J Blirge
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8XNaPX6MKlU

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo

Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It's so true that (yes)
We've been through it (yes)
We got real shit (yes)
See baby we been

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is only your love (yes)
I'll be faithful (yes)
I'm for real (yes)
And with us you'll always know the deal
We've been

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

See this is real talk
I'm always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you're down on love or don't believe
This ain't for you (no, this ain't for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it's true (come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she's the one (fellas tell your lady she's the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We've been

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

Heeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh
Heeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you

2010-12-23T03:45:00.006+08:00

Two solid weeks on my own, without you but it's okay because we're left with a day to go and soon, we're gonna be by each other side, stronger than ever darla. I'm exxxxx-cited! ♥♥♥

2010-12-21T05:09:00.009+08:00

Guess what's my current wallpaper for my phone?

Just to remind myself to be stronger each day. Hah. 3 more days and bby will be back from Tekong. I can't wait. I can just stay awake due to my excitements yknow. Will be staying over at Nia's family chalet today. Making up for yesterday since i didn't come down. I was really, really tired. Sorry, babe.

Met up with Mamad and Danial at CU last Sunday before meeting up with Syira. Not before long, Fadzil and Yusuf came. Initially, Mamad wanted to join me to town but he back out at the very last minute. So instead he sent me off to Wisma after sending Yusuf to Bedok as he had a van with him.

Out to town with Syira was awesome! So first of all, we had our dinner at Far East and to Wisma Cotton On afterwards. Thanks for the dress, babe! Love it. For the rest of the night, we had long talks about almost everything at Scape . It was great and i wouldn't mind dating her the next time. Hee hee.

I know la. Haziq your twin in NS like you will care like that only. Lol. Whats your email? I'll add you then we can chat. ;DDDD

2010-12-21T03:26:00.001+08:00

ehhh, who say i won't care if my twinny is already serving NS? trust me, i will cry, feel sad and lonely. i love him okay. just that i don't show it. hee hee. here's my email, nurul.ain@hotmail.com.

Ask me just about anything.

yea, its me. how to call you if your prepaid low? yes yes please! haziq in camp already? hahahhaahha. dont be sad, its not forever right?

2010-12-20T21:57:00.001+08:00

i have free incoming. haziq not my twin yknow, haziq my boyf. haha. he's already serving NS now.

Ask me just about anything.

how to reduce cheek fats fast?

2010-12-20T00:59:00.001+08:00

smile more than you normally do? haha. sorry, i really don't know.

Ask me just about anything.

2010-12-19T11:12:00.010+08:00

A quick short post before i go to bed. I've yet to have my beauty sleep. Hah.

Yey, 5 more days and bby is back! I miss him so, so much. Gosh, time flies so fast huh. It felt like just two days ago he went to camp. Been 9 solid days he's in Tekong so far. Confirm semakin gelap and muke budak degil. Confirm i shy once i see him. Ha haaa.

Okay so anyway, mum, dad, twinny and i went to Geylang market this morning. It has been ages since i step into one and i kind of enjoyed myself. Tehee.

5 more days, darling. 5 more days. I love you.

Hi Ain! OMG, dyou kno how much i miss you not? Are you alright? Im so sorry for not being there for you. I really am. ): You kno you can always come to my house right? I love you okay? XOXO

2010-12-19T03:25:00.001+08:00

nanad, is that you?! oh my god, i miss you so much yknow! call me up soon, okay? my prepaid low. lets have a date. got alot to share with you. hee hee. well yeah, i'm okay. i'm just sad that Haziq is away in camp. sobs. love you too, babe. xoxo.

Ask me just about anything.

2010-12-19T00:50:00.001+08:00

2010-12-18T04:45:00.005+08:00

Eversince you were away, i've always needed someone to hear me at this hour because this is the only time in my life that i got my brain thinking real hard, mind moving, and have lots to say. Honestly, i'm tired of waiting and reminding myself to be strong each day. Sigh.

I guess it wouldn't be this hard for me, for you, for us, if it's not for you spoilt phone. Gerams man i dengan you. Silly idiot.

I feel like sleeping over at a friend's place. I seriously need a day out. I've been keeping myself indoors for the past 8 solid days.

Sorry, Nia. But looking at my situation right now, i guess i might want to stay over at your family chalet this 20th. I hope you don't mind. Really. If you do, please tell me off. Haha. No, i'm serious.

I need to be outside for completely 24/7. I just feel like a need to. I've been keeping everything to myself. Like i said in my first paragraph, i got a lot going in mind, but sadly i have no one to share with. I mean, not exactly no one. I know i do. Like first of all in mind, Sam. But i don't know if he is the right one to share with. I just need a listening ear who can pull through my highly rants that i've been bottling up inside me for quite so long.

I don't know how i'll be doing for the next 23 months. 6 more days, and i'll be by your side.

ILYSVM, HAZIQ ♥

2010-12-13T00:02:00.004+08:00

The only source he had with him to get through me while his there is spoilt. It just have to spoilt at this very situation huh. My heart literally fell upon hearing this. Sigh. I guess i have to be stronger than i used to be because now, i'm all by myself without you but just friends.

Every time when dark falls, i would always force myself to stay awake. I know sleeping is the best remedy to not think about it too much but i just cant. I miss you so much. I would kill just to hear your voice. I feel so empty and lonely emotionally without you. It's hard. It really is. But i'm trying to be as strong as you are for i know you are also trying.

2010-11-09T16:28:00.008+08:00

I miss you. I really, really do.

I dont know how i can cotinue coping without you, with the fact that it is gonna be hard for us to be in contact, with the fact that it is gonna be only weekends starting from the given date, with the fact that you will always be tired physically when you are out, with the fact that we might not even meet at all for a whole week, with the fact that you might sign on after everything but thank god, that will be a after story and it might change.

I really dont know how. You are my strength. You are the reason why i'm always happy. You are the reason why i would smile. You are all the reason to it, love. You are. Sigh. I need you. Always.

2010-11-06T20:53:00.018+08:00

Okaayyy, we are back on track and me loveee.

So anyway it was a double date yesterday to East Coast Park with Myra and her boyf, Khai. We rented the twin bicycle and i swear i was screaming out of fear cycling with boyf. So we had our first pit stop at the i-dont-know-where food place which is located at East Coast Park itself and had boyf and i favourite's, mee soto and coconut drink. Oh my, shiok gile! Second pit stop was at the jetty near the yellow tower. Strong winds, nice view and calm sea. Really felt like going for a short swim. Hah. And well our last pit stop was obviously the rental shop.

The guys went to play arcade and we had our dinner at MacDonalds afterwards. Not before long, we decided to make a move to Pasir Ris where boyf and i decided to spend the rest of the day together since it has been quite some time. Listen to Misteri Jam 12 and had a long personal talk.

2010-11-03T20:11:00.021+08:00

Yknow it really bothers me when an elderly talks about marriage. Of course i would like to get married one day but as much as i want to, i don't want to talk about it at this age. I'm only 17. It's too young to talk about it. Even granny and boyf's mum talk about marriage and what not. Sigh.

I wouldn't have talk about this if it's not for my mum who asked me and boyf to get engage after his national service and i swear that totally freaks me out.

Chill, mum. I'm still young. I need to focus on my education and obtain a higher certificate to have a better support of my future family. I might no seem like i'm doing pretty much anything in my education but hey, deep down i'm trying okay.

Oh, oh! I just have to share this. I was on the computer this afternoon when my mum kept on asking me to eat and so i was totally irritated. Of course i will.

Mum: Makan lah! Aku da masak kau tak nak makan. Ah, ni lauk kau.
Me: Sabar lah! Tak tahu nak sabar pe? Makan pun kene pakse.

So later tonight when my bro was using the computer, my mum yet again kept on asking him to eat and yes, he got irritated. Who wouldn't?

Mum: Eh, kau balik sekolah main computer terus. Kau tak tahu nak makan ke?!
Bro: Sabar lah! Alamak, makan pun kene pakse!

I was sitting at the hall, giggling to myself and saying, "kalau da kembar, memang tak boleh nak lari. mak kalau perasan confirm kate gini jugak." Maybe for some, you don't get what i'm tryna say here. So go figure. Ha haaa.

2010-10-26T20:57:00.003+08:00

There's gonna be a job interview for me tomorrow at Jurong and obviously i'll drop by boyf's place afterwards. Oh my, suddenly i miss him so much. Tsk.

So anyway, life has been quite okay so far. Sometimes i think i'm not doing pretty much anything to my life and i hate the fact that i'm such a lazy person. I really do yknow. Sigh. There's always alot of thing going through my mind but whenever i feel like blogging it, i find it unnecessary for the world to know. Bitch.

2010-10-16T12:21:00.009+08:00

I need to top up my prepaid. I need to get a slipper. I need to get a new hair clip.

But all i have right now is only $27.50. How? You tell me. I'm having a dilemma just thinking on which i should prioritize. Slipper or prepaid? I don't have any shoe/slipper and the fact that i'm going out later this evening is totally pressurizing me. How pathetic can i be right. Tsk. And my free incoming value is dying today. No more out coming calls starting from tomorrow onwards. Sigh.

I woke up extremely early today. Surprise. Surprise. At nine plus in the morning. I guess i might have a temporary sleeping disorder and i totally hate it. Pfft.

2010-10-15T22:21:00.008+08:00

I'm not feeling good at all. Nausea and cold. Tsk.

Attended school for two days out of five. Teehee. Okay, i really need to buck up but i don't think i'm doing pretty much anything to make a change. Attending two days of school is not quite a progress yknow. Hm. Well, there's a high chance of me repeating my first year next year. Oh well, it's okay. I'm more than happy to repeat and to restart a new year with a new class and new friends. Hee.

Celebrating Bayzura's seventeen tomorrow at Downtown chalet. Boyf is sick and yet he is out right now for a karaoke session. Orang sakit tetap nak berdegil. Nak buat ape kan. Malas nak cakap banyak, asalkan die rase he will feel better.

Lovely six. Me love. ♥

2010-10-13T02:00:00.002+08:00

First day of school were awesome! Teehee. Section head talked to me. Not about school, but about life. Pfft. Didnt get to do my task as i didnt have my dust coat with me. Baru semangat nak buat kerja abeh tak dapat. Buang mase betul. But overall, i love the first day of school.

It was more or less like a bonding day. Played alipom and police and thief with my classmate. Hah. I know right. There's always a kid in all of us.

2010-10-10T22:04:00.008+08:00

I know this is far too late for raya picture but whatever okay. Teehee.

There's more at Facebook and in my folder. Nyeh.

2010-10-10T21:41:00.005+08:00

I was suppose to sleepover at cousin's place today. It's okay. Perhaps next time.

So, we are all back to school tomorrow and i'm totally excited. I hope this is not what we call it, semangat lima minit. Please eh, Ain. Seriously. I took my own holiday for quite so long. That should be enough and time to get serious. Really.

Love has not call me since afternoon. Pfft. Bestf is out with her boyf. Goddd, it's day 10 of the month 10 in 2010 and i kinda think that today should be one of the bestest day but here i am, blogging when the night is still young. Sigh.

I've yet to iron my uniform and get myself prepared for school tomorrow. Yipee!

2010-10-10T05:30:00.002+08:00

I love my blog as it is now. Plain and simple, cause i am. Teehee.

Okay, so i guess love is still wide awake. He has not call me yet to say he is going to sleep. I hate it when my prepaid has no value. I don't even know when i will be topping up. Obviously not any time from now. Sigh.

I need a job. I applied for quite a number of jobs yesterday at Jobcentral. Mostly retail and food and beverages. Hopefully i will get a call soon. Amin. As much as i want admin jobs, i don't think i can manage it since now that i'm back to school after a month or so. See how evil my lazyness is? Very.

I'm bored. So, so bored. So bored that i'm at alamak.com to prank. Pfft.

2010-10-10T02:50:00.006+08:00

And so i looked through the admission booklet(ITE) for the courses i wish i could apply for for next year intake but i guess i would have to drop the idea. Basically, my grades for N level sucks. Period. Trying my luck by quitting my current course and applying for a new course next year would obviously put me on the very last of the list. So no thanks for that.

I've made my decision and that's gonna be final. Chop chop. Teehee. I will make a come back for this year though i know i've miss out alot but it's never too late, right? So yeah. Quitting won't and i hope, will never be in my option now. I will continue and try my best to excel or just at least graduate with a 2.5 or better GPA and continue to higher nitec. Amin.

Oh well, i know actions speaks louder than words. Sighhhh. My lazyness always gets the better of me. Screw me lahhhh. Pfft.

2010-10-09T04:22:00.011+08:00

I feel so ... right now.

I really feel like i've not been enjoying my life. I miss how my life use to be. Not that i'm not grateful with what i have right now. I just feel a sudden miss to the past. The night ridings, exploring, just wasting my time slacking till the sun rise, supper at almost everywhere, one night party, P, get wasted. Though some of it i wish i could rewind and undo, i just feel like going through it again but this time totally with limits. Well, i really hope our plan will happen. Sighhhhhhhhhhhh.

2010-10-05T16:15:00.007+08:00

Oh my god. It has been the most stressful day for me after so long. I've been totally crying myself out these days and i'm so worn out. I'm really tired mentally. I don't want to jump onto conclusion that easily but honestly, based on what i've just observed, you have been on your mood swings ever since then.

Right now, i feel so fuck up. And for you, you deserve better in every ways. You don't deserve all this. Not that i did anything wrong to you but i know you would understand what i'm trying to say. Well, i hope so. I know it is such a sore to the ear for you to listen to whatever that is going on right now but as much as i dont want it to happen, i can't do much.

Hatreds is coming back, and i hate that. If this is what i'm happy with, please live with it. It's my life and it's my choice. I make my own decision.

Oh my, i'm so pissed than ever. In times like this is when i really wish i could have the money to go back to my past life. The way how i use to live my life with enjoyment. Enjoyment and more enjoyment till i pass out. But of course i wouldn't want that to happen. I mean, not to that extend and not again. Pfft.

I'm just not in the mood to talk to anyone or even do anything other than blogging.

Urgh. Why must this happen at the very moment when i finally feel so contented? Maybe when happiness is on my side, someone just have to ruin it. Eh? Gitu ke?

Remembering what you did to make me hate you so much is only bringing back the heart pain but i can't help myself but to think about it. Just as i thought i'm totally cool with you, you just have to react this way. I might not be any good but really, you are always overreacting. Always.

I'm thinking too much right now. I feel so pressurize. Otak mati, bro. Help? Please?

Yknow how much you hated nenek for always telling the wrong things but i guess, like mother like daughter. You are no where better too. You are also the one who is giving out false information about almost everything. Bringing up about the past to my lecturers in ITE when the incident happen when i was in secondary. Oh come on, you don't have to tell them what i've went through. And a part of it, was also false. God. Go get your facts right before spurting it out confidently lah. Please. You are just making a fool out of yourself okay. Trust me, you are.

Obviously a mum wants the best out of their children but seriously, i think the way you are dealing with it is so wtfuck? You are always making me having a bad name. And when you happen to know about it, you blame me when you are the one who actually told them what i did. Never the good deeds. Always the bad. Macam mane orang tak fikir buruk? Think lah. You only think of your own feelings, never others. You don't want to be ashame of having me as your daughter, but who do you got to blame? Me? Yes, i might be very wild kid in your eyes but that doesn't mean you must make it that way to others too right. But i guess you made your achievement.

And just for your information, this is not even my 100%. I'm only 85% done.

2010-10-05T04:25:00.006+08:00

I hope you don't mind waiting for me alone with your phone dead. Thanks for the FilletOFish that you bought for me on the way to my place. Love you, darling. ♥

2010-10-05T02:41:00.012+08:00

Seriously, thanks. Thank you for what you have done. It really help. Really. " "

For what i felt like a decade, i've never had this feeling that i'm such a problematic kid. And there you go again, creating a mess with my life for such a stupid thing. Hello, i know when to be back home lah. I'm just going out for a short while. Pfft.

Nak katekan timing gini aku keluar is the same lah kalau aku keluar timing ke petang abeh balik malam. Sama jugak. Tak ade beza. Beza nye terang and gelap and waktu je. Go get your mind reset or something. Zaman da berubah. Takmo otak kuno boleh?

You are always making my life miserable. I hated you so much that i wish you would die but now that i've cooled down, thank yourself for making me feel that way again.

Now i feel extremely bad for making him travel all the way to the East and now, waiting for me under the block till seven or eight in the morning. Oh myyyyyyy.

Now i feel like cryinggggggggggggggg. Sighhhhhhhhhhh.

2010-10-04T03:02:00.010+08:00

Okaay, i know i'm suppose to be asleep by now but i can't sleep yet. ):

I'm still on Facebook, Tumblr, Blogger and MSN.

Out of the sudden my mind just bring back memories from the past. I miss the people i use to mix around with. The people i use to be close with. Everyone is growing up. Oh well. Sighhhhhh.

There's no possible way i could be back in contact with Min. I lost his number. Pfft. And for Boi, please give me a call when you are out or something. Aisah, Wawa, Surai, and a few others but not in my mind right now, wonder how you guys are doing. Iskandar, kau betul nye da lupekan aku sia! Da tak ade gossip session pun. Rindu kau tau! Ajid, call lah aku sekali sekala! Aku kawan kau yang paling sweet tau!

2010-10-04T02:28:00.005+08:00

Jom, let's blow bubbles! Nyeh. Meeting love today! Oh my, finally eh. Hee hee. Okay, gotta hit the sack now. Promise him i would be on my bed by 230AM.

2010-10-03T23:20:00.004+08:00

I had an awesome dream after so long of not having one. Hee hee. I dreamt that i was riding my own Motard, in black. Oh my. But why must boyf be the pillion?! Pfft. Sepatutnye kau yang pillion aku. Bodoh punye boyf. Ha haaa.

I was so happy when i woke up and yes, i'm gonna aim for that back again when i have my license. Teehee. Insya'allah. Amin.

2010-10-03T18:39:00.005+08:00

Thought of meeting boyf today after his soccer at Woodlands but he said it's okay, just meet up tomorrow or the day after. Hm. I need books. Books by Sophie Kinsella, please. I need them to occupy my time at home and when i'm in the train to Bukit Batok or back to Pasir Ris. Tsk.

No daily needs, no money. How sad can my life be. I want my boboyyy. At times like this is when i really hope you would always be by my side yknow. Sob sob.

2010-10-03T18:14:00.004+08:00

I'm so in love with my blog yet again. Hee hee.

2010-10-03T01:21:00.008+08:00

Only now i feel the heat of a long distance relationship. Pfft. We are living from one end to another and it really bothers me cause we always have to travel for more than an hour just to get to either of our place. Sheesh.

I miss him so, so bad but honestly, i'm so, so lazy to travel all the way to Bukit Batok to meet him. It's so hard for us to be on the phone now since that both of our prepaid has no credit. Tsk. Wonder what is he doing now. Hm.

2010-10-03T00:45:00.010+08:00

Oh my. Memories just seem to flew through as soon as i'm back on Blogger. Didn't realise i sill have old pictures of me in Photobucket. Hah. So gonna show it to Boyf.

But one thing i dislike, looking at how thin i was back then. Heart pain yknow i see. Tsk. But what to do. Sob. As long as there's someone who will endlessly love me for who i truly am, nothing should bothers. Hee hee. Me love love you no matter how bad it rains or shine okay. ♥

2010-10-02T22:42:00.015+08:00

Okay, i'm back on Blogger but i will still be on Tumblr. Well it's just that whenever i'm on Tumblr, i just can't seem to let out whatever on my mind cause i guess i'm just too use on doing it here. Hah.

These few days i notice that i'm abit different. I hate saying this but yes, i'm emotional these days. I cried yesterday and today. It was really bad. Sigh. I mean i know i am emotional but this time, that fact is really an exception okay. It started with a little rocky situation and then i'm tense. I've been doing lots of thinkings. Pfft.

I'm just so tense nowdays. Haiya. I hate it.

I deleted most of my affiliates and also my tagboard. Abit changes here and there. I don't need a tagboard cause i don't think i need anyone tagging me. Thank you. Hee.

By the way, i added a link to my Tumblr.

On Tumblr

2010-07-19T19:44:00.002+08:00

MOVED!
http://annnenonymous.tumblr.com/

Double B (in black and red)

2010-06-14T18:25:00.009+08:00

National day training got me almost drained out last Saturday. As for Sunday, watched the boys played soccer for the i-dont-know what tournament at Bendemeer early in the morning. Finally, they won first for the open category! Happy happy! Afterwards, was a friendly match at Greendale Secondary. Won, 5-1. It was Khai's day i guess, and luck was so on their side that day. We like. Sungguh.

Pasir Ris Park, Woodlands, Sentosa, To Jurong

2010-06-08T02:51:00.008+08:00

My First

2010-04-10T02:52:00.007+08:00

I LOVE MY LAST THURSDAY! NAK LAGI! HEH HEH!
Probably gonna meet up with Nanad at Downtown before fetching Myra from her camp later this afternoon with Ajeek and Khai. Yey! Im excited to meet her. Nyeh!

Closest West

2010-04-03T19:19:00.012+08:00

Yey! Meeting him and Ajeek tomorrow!

Just Moments

2010-03-31T03:54:00.022+08:00

As much as im trying to forget you, it seems like you are always coming back. Putting all the blame on me and making me feel guilty for whatever that i've done secretly behind your back but then again, why should you be mad? You dont show me interest or even effort. I doubt that i made the wrong decision.
I have had enough of you. For now, that is. ♥

Probably

2010-03-21T20:11:00.002+08:00

Something's missing.

Catch Up

2010-03-17T03:58:00.001+08:00

Lots of things be it negative or positive has been happening to my life lately but i had rather keep it to myself. Nyeh! School's fine so far. I've stop working for the mean time. Will be back working as soon as i've had enough "rest". Actually, im just too lazy. Tiring yknow, juggling school and work every single day except for weekends. I dont mind if the pay is worth my time but its pathetic $5 per hour! Tsk! Tried applying at Cafe Cartel and AppleBeez but failed. I got no other choice but to stick with the same company but different outlet. Anyone with good recommendations?

Hm. What else is there for me to say?

Down

2010-02-21T19:07:00.010+08:00

I might be at my lowest now but i'm trying to stay strong.

Over Again

2010-02-10T09:41:00.008+08:00

I'm in my school uniform but pathetically, not in school. Guess where? Home. -.-

Next Phase

2010-02-06T03:07:00.021+08:00

Honestly, i dont know where to begin...

Being in a new environment with a very new system, teachers and of course friends, classmates and schoolmates bothers me at first but i guess it just took me a week to get use to it. Punctuality has been a real problem for me since i wont be serving detention no more. Oh well. Changing for a good GPA? I hope so. I want an iPhone or an iPad even! $$$!

To those inactive URL blogger's, please tag me with your new links. Thank you.

;Somehow, you made me dislike you day by day.

Good Bye

2009-12-09T02:27:00.011+08:00

I'M LAZY TO BLOG NOWDAYS!
PROBABLY, I WILL LET IT BE THE WAY IT IS.

My Only Girls

2009-11-30T05:12:00.013+08:00

Myra, Mirrah and i just ended our conversation about how are we like ten years down the road minutes ago. Awesome chat. Fantasizing how our future is probably gonna be like. I am so gonna miss secondary life with you girls around. Ily girls!

Whatcha Say

2009-11-28T09:47:00.007+08:00

I always have alot of random thoughts going through my mind at most time but i guess i find it unnecessary for me to blog about it. Dont you think so?

Early in the morning and my mum is already nagging. What a turn off for a start. Its Saturday and unbelievably, i have no plan at all. Majority are working, minority are not. Soon, i will fall under the majority. Thank god, Ashly is chatting with me at Facebook right now. At least an entertainment. I miss you sia! Sombong.

Matters Of Time

2009-11-22T08:30:00.003+08:00

First practice starts today and im really excited. Out to Tampines Mac with Sam yesterday after getting a black jeans for work. Hopefully i will get my schedule soon. Im in desperate need of money, yknow. And at the same time, im totally nervous.

Myra Sweet Sixteen @ East Coast Park

2009-11-21T02:42:00.015+08:00

November 19

A total success, yet a total knock down at the end. Still, it was enjoyable though. Im just too lazy to elaborate but for all i know, im so proud of myself for not drinking!

To And Fro

2009-11-17T04:57:00.014+08:00

Saturday

Town with Juf, MA and Jalal. Arab Street. Sheesha. Two Js and two As.

Sunday

Town with Haziq(Ajeek). Supposingly, Love Happens. Marina Square.

Monday

Town with MA. Ion. Wisma. Taka. Exhausted. Moody.

My Girls

2009-11-14T06:35:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday, Bob

2009-11-14T01:55:00.020+08:00

Happy 23rd birthday, Bob!

Dah tua sak kau. Omgod. Enjoy yourself okay.

http://twitter.com/annnenonymous

2009-11-12T00:29:00.011+08:00

So Down

2009-11-09T22:15:00.008+08:00

Sengkang. Punggol. Early in the morning.

Fulerton Hotel. Wisma Atria. Wild Wild wet.

Tired. Restless. Sleepy. Hungry. Reasons?

Didnt sleep the entire day. Little than usual assumption of food.

Hello Goodbye

2009-11-09T05:53:00.005+08:00

My sleeping time has been unusual these days. Been staying up till sun rise and will be probably asleep when the sun set. But i guess i wont be sleeping for today.

Surprisingly i made friend with a very, very seniour of mine in secondary school through a very unexpected site. Cant blame me though, i was bored. "Cant believe i got to know my very, very juniour." Unbelievably true they say. Oh well, it will be to Fullerton Hotel for an application this morning and a splashing good time in Wild Wild Wet with my girls later this afternoon. Awesome! Juicy stories yet basi were told about a particular teacher. Asalkan ade cerite hot masuk dah cukup bagus. Nyeh!

Hopefully

2009-11-08T00:20:00.021+08:00

To town and City Hall with Myra last Thursday. Met up with Juf during his break.

Over to nenek's later that evening. Met up with Mijal, Yusuf and Teesha that night.

Simple Say

2009-11-06T03:42:00.021+08:00

A certain part of me feels like deleting my blog. Like what S said, "You are like telling others about your life. What for?" Well thats not exactly what he said, but you get my point still.

Makcik oh makcik. Kalau nak kenekan, cakap lah depan-depan cause after all i dont even care if you were to say nasty stuff about me. Tahu pakai tudung, tahu lah dosanye yer.

Morning Hours

2009-11-05T03:09:00.009+08:00

Life is "great" at this moment. M is basically sleeping right infront of me whle S is lying down on the sofa talking. F just went inside his room while Y, probably on the phone. And here i am, literally staring into blank space as Wednesday's late night plan were ruined. Oh well.

Explore And Explored

2009-10-29T23:51:00.032+08:00

So much for walking further in than before, we had to drop the idea of going any deeper into the woods since the barking sounds extremely near. Saddened. Yet again, M, F, SI, J, S, Y, MS and i went to Meryyn Road for the second time yesterday night.

F, J, M, MS, me, Y and SI. Without S.
Next was the dark and creepy old campsite near to Seletar Camp. We were there not for long as we cant get into the building. Decided to call it a day as we were all running out of places. I want more and a certain percentage of need please. Anyone?

Hougang afterwards to fulfill their appetite. Sent MS off and was with M, SI and Y till 6am.

A Blast

2009-10-22T02:08:00.057+08:00

What do you see? (Editted; Just the effect)

I really had an awesome night yesterday! No doubt. It was the most enjoyable, craziest and funniest ever! Explored the Chinese Cemetery located somewhere near to Meryyn Road with M, F, SI, S, J, MJ and i. The scene when S and MJ's bike got stucked into a hole at the cemetery site was totally hilarious. Whats even worst is when the guys started their engine and left MJ and i behind. M and i did something totally insane.

Headed down to Tampines an hour past midnight to meet up with H and A. There were M, F, SI, S, Y and i. Old Changi Hospital was our next choice. I have to say that among all the haunted places ive went, OCH creeps the shit out of me. It started to rain so we settled down at a shop and played I Spot and well, I Spot a predator, putu piring and lembaga hitam. Do you?

Pop Goes The Bubble

2009-10-19T04:26:00.007+08:00

Updating using an iPod. Sumpah leceh, but i dont have much choice.

I have terrible blister, and i really hate it. Well, its obvious enough that i did not elaborate much about the Thank You Party in my previous post. I dont think i should or need to as theres quite a number of interesting stories to be told. I guess its not a good choice for me to brag about my crush(NDP) who looks amazingly hot and cute as ever, right? Heh!

Reached home feeling totally lethargic at 0810 yesterday. Late night were spent with the least expected cliques but that doesnt bother me a single bit for i know they will be there when they say it. Moving on, i have already spent the $40 Fairprice vouchers that ive won during the party. Hah! Half of it on my daily needs. Nyeh!

NDP 09 Thank You Party At Meritus Mandarin Hotel

2009-10-18T21:26:00.016+08:00

Nervous. Fun. Enjoyable. Lucky.
Why? Cause i won first prize for the lucky draw! And nickname for the day, Bat. Hah!

Later that night,
Totally P-I-S-S-E-D.
A big thank you, girlfriend.
Sorry pun tak ade eh. Baik punya! Tak mengape, simpan buat tanam dalam-dalam.

So Sick

2009-10-16T01:46:00.011+08:00

I honestly have nothing interesting to post or maybe i have never had anything interesting to mention before? Life has been quite dull so far and i think im gaining weight. Forever and ever lah aku. Hah! I need monehhh, and i really want that job please! I gave Tampines Mall's Swensen interview a miss as i was blardy shy. How pathetic can i be, tell me. Nyeh!

I felt extremely sick yesterday when i was out to Tampines. So sick that i think i was perspiring. I guess it was just a hallucination. Ignore me. Mamad and i decided to kill our time at SaiSaiSai's crib. Furthermore, it started to drizzle and i suggested something stupid.

When we were walking to the parking lot,
Ain: Ah, takpe ah. Aku ade payung ape. Kat motor nanti aku bukak lah.
(somehow i managed to laugh despite being weak)
Mamad: Merepek lah kau, Ain.

Next was when we were on the bike, heading to Sai's crib.
Ain: Yey! Kite mandi hujan pasal kat rumah tak cukup air.
Yey! Kite mandi hujan pasal kat rumah tak cukup air.
Mamad: Kau boleh diam tak? Kite dah nak kat sampai ni.

Kene marah seh dengan bapak. Hahahaha! Inside joke yer.

I cant really talk much neither can i think properly at that point of time, so i was crapping all the way till Sai gave me a panadol as soon as i step foot onto his crib. I dont know what i was thinking but i felt like crapping. Mamad just laughed at me.

Sheesha

2009-10-12T01:00:00.024+08:00

Sumpah tak tipu, for the very first time i managed to purchase and made my decisions for less than a minute. I was even shocked myself looking at how fast i was. Hah! Unbelievably true. So, i was out with Seri to Dhoby Ghaut and Bugis yesterday evening. The both of us then met up with Syakir, Hazmi, Reyza, Azeck and Syafiqah before proceeding to Arab Street. Guess what?! We sheesha-ed. No biggy. Infact, im starting to dislike sheesha. It just make me feel "ew". Hah! Nazri and two of his friends came later that night and Seha dropped by our place too. Oh well, guess i wasted 5 bucks for it.

Anyhoos, shall be back to school for a few days or maybe a week before i finally get done and over with secondary life. I screwed my N level so whats there to think about getting to secondary five? Whatever it is, stop jumping onto conclusion people. You might think that i dont give a flying fcuk about education but then again, who are you to know the truth?

So, So Over

2009-10-11T01:38:00.019+08:00

I feel like theres something missing right now but i just cant seem to kow what it is. Yes, im pissed. With whom is not anyone surprising. Trust meh.

After so long i have not step foot onto town, only then did i stepped last Thursday with Haziq and Rizwan just to pass Affy's his money back. I thought we would at least have a long talk but i was wrong. Its okay. Next time please. Make sure kite berbual tahu! Heh. Chilled at Orchard and then i decided to make a move since i was gonna spend my late night with the usual late night people. It was unusual that day as we were all very excited for reasonable reasons. Nyeh! But sadly, being the most anxious person there was for nothing. Totally. At around 3 in the morning, Faris, Shah, Mamad and i headed down to Tampines as we were all bored and hungry. Obviously hunger were the main factor. Makan sampai kenyang, sampai muak okay! I was already sleepy by then and believe me, i can fall asleep easily for the second time over at his place but i stayed strong. This time it was because of the slow movie. I Love You, Beth Cooper. Hah!

Over night at granny's crib the next day. Was only there for a day as i didnt plan to be there for long. Okay lah tu, at least i was there. Dont worry. For sure i will be coming again real soon. Pinky promise, Nek!

Notice that i no longer have a tagboard.Why? Tagboard is always dead. To relink or any comment, just email me or a chat in msn. Email is stated at my profile.

Phobia 2

2009-09-27T23:02:00.020+08:00

FRIDAY
Speech Day and I love Punggol Carnival were held last Friday and if only i knew that would be the occasion for the day, i wouldnt have come to school yet again. School ends pretty much earlier that day, so it was quite okay for me. Just the boredom that kills.

Well since its been quite some time since i spend much time with Myra, i decided to tag along with her to Tampines to meet up with Afif. Later that evening, Fizan and Fadzli came while Myra took her leave. Just as i thought it was gonna be an awful night spent while waiting for the right time to catch a movie, i was absolutely wrong. That night was the thrill! Hah! Afif, Fizan and i headed down to an illegal gambling area. Somehow i didnt have a good feeling about it. Guess my instinct were right, police came a few minutes upon our arrival. What happen next is obviously predictable. Everyone ran in different directions. Who wouldnt?! Now i know what it feels like. Kecoh, kecoh.

Met up with Sam at Tampines after all those thrills. Sam's friends came soon after. Both of them accompanied me till Mamad came to fetch me. Catched a movie at Downtown East. Phobia 2 was quite a dissapointment. It was just thrilling for me more than frightening. The crowd were laughing more than shrieking. Met up with Faris and Mijal at Downtown afterwards. Had cookies and then it was back home an hour past midnight.

SATURDAY
Finally, jalan raya! Majority were only the usual girls. The Sengkang cliques cant make it for whatever reason but its okay. We still had fun though. Karoaked at Fazlin's house that night. Sumpah chaos, dok! Malas nak elaborate part ini. Ate a lot at Mirrah's crib. Was dreadful hungry by then. Sangkut sak dengan itu dua kuih! Sedaaap. Then it was Myra's, the last house. Watched Bohsia for the fifth time. Seri and the rest took their leave at 12 midnight while Ida and i stayed. Faris came soon after. Home past midnight.

Supper

2009-09-23T21:59:00.029+08:00

Mamad finally came in time to fetch me at Downtown last Monday. You could not imagine how bored i was at Ehub back then. Buat pertama kali, aku jumpe chickies. Hahaha! Well since i was hungry, i suggested that we eat out as i had enough of lontongs and ketupats. After waiting for long, Faris, Mijal, Fadzil, Yusuf, Mamad and i finally made our move to Changi for our supper. Murtabak + Teh Tarik = Awesome! I swore Yusuf, Mijal and i were totally crapping. Itu hari sumpah kekek gile! Hah! Home at 4.

As for today, didnt attend school. Woke up late afternoon as i couldnt fall asleep till 4 in the morning. Bangun tidur aje, baca message yang sungguh tak perlu. Lepak with the usual few at CU not for long before making a move to Whitesand with Mamad.

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-21T03:30:00.007+08:00

I am blardy bored with my own layout but i am just too lazy to search for it. Pfft! And honestly, i am even more lazy to update my blog. Managed to catch Man Utd vs Man City yesterday at Tampines after visiting a few houses. Sanggup sak Mamad travel setakat mahu tengok bola. Plus, totally being such an arse during the ride home. Haha! Okay enough, i think i need my sleep now. Exchausted! Anyway, selamat hari raya!

Summary

2009-09-13T22:30:00.014+08:00

A lot has been happening these days. Too much that i think i should not elaborate. Whats important is that i had a great time. Well to put things short, got home when the sun already rise, out to bazaar Geylang, mugging sessions and sahur over at Kembangan kinda kept me occupied through out the days left for me to enjoy before school starts.

Bazaar Geylang

2009-09-07T21:53:00.006+08:00

Dont bother of going to Upper Seletar Reservoir without someone special unless you really adore the scenery and the sound of nature. Trust me, ive been there with a couple of friends last Friday night. It was suppose to be the six of us there but two were extremely late that we have to wait for hours for them to arrive and left minutes upon their arrival. Slacked at CU with the usual before proceeding to Serangoon for our sahur.

Ah, finally ive step foot onto bazaar Geylang last Saturday with fourteen new friends/friends. Gerek, kecoh, kelakar dan apa-apa yang sewaktu dengannya. Hah! Tak menyesal pergi. We had no choice but to pack our food and buke puasa along the road near to Mr Teh Tarik. Round and round the bazaar before settling down and deciding to get home since a few have already decided to go separate ways.

So much for a "family day", decided to head down to bazaar Geylang to get what i have been craving for eversince last night. Bought varieties of food and i was already full on drinks and cempedak goreng from Mr Teh Tarik. Whoo, sedaap! Hah. Later during that night, it was our second round of bazaar Geylang with addition of four people.

Good Morning

2009-08-30T05:45:00.053+08:00

nurulainn says:
i am so so so blardy scared for Ns.
Faanography™ [c=4]http://irfaanphotography.blogspot.com[/c] says:
chill lah
Ns is nothing compared to Os
but i heard of the new style
just be confident okay
nurulainn says:
i know. but N is totally freaking me out siol. plus, aku belum start revision. nyeh.
Faanography™ [c=4]http://irfaanphotography.blogspot.com[/c] says:
KAU PUN SATU GENDENG DENDENG AH KAU

Wasnt that catchy? Hahaha! Faan, Faan. Buat gelak ah lu pagi-pagi buta ni.

Repulsive

2009-08-29T00:09:00.020+08:00

I cant stand having it on till this coming Tuesday that i made my own bold decision to get it open by myself without the doctor's approval. Nyeh! It is still swelling though.

Lightning And Thunders

2009-08-27T23:01:00.002+08:00

I am seriously bored sitting at home for the past few days due to the injury. Not like as if i was given any good options. Tsk! Thank God its getting better now. Oh well, im waiting impatiently for the day it will be open and you will see me back in action. Nyeh!

Just My Luck

2009-08-23T21:55:00.011+08:00

Thanks for the thoughts, the visit, the card, the Famous Amos cookies,

the jealousy, the fake, the pictures and the videos taken, y'guys. XX.

Spin The Bottle

2009-08-19T01:47:00.015+08:00

Freaking out for the fact that im having my Combined Science prelim in just hours.

On the brighter side, last weekend were awesome! Sheesha-ed on Friday night with Mirrah, Sam, Fael and Boy. A game of truth do kicked up the atmosphere. Nyeh! Rossi fetched us home an hour past midnight from Bugis Street but before proceeding to paradise, it was food hunting over at Beach Road and Lorong Geylang. Felt super sleepy but their presence kept me alive. Home at around two or three.

Saturday were spent at Sentosa, Palawan Beach with Myra, Mirrah and Ady. Cold sea, perfect weather and good surroundings is the shortest description i can think of. Managed to window-shop with Mirrah over at Vivo. Im absolutely eager to get new tops and bottoms now with Musibat once the pay is in. Yey! But, how long more?

Well, now here comes the expect the unexpected. Im pretty sure it was unbelievably true for the most of them but i seriously did studied the next day at Tampines with Mirrah and Sam. Then again, it was the moment of truth hour later. But this time it was more about the future and questions like "what if". Over to Mr Teh Tarik after all those muggings, laughing, walking and searching. And while we had our oh-super-sweet teh tarik and Chinese Rojak, the game of spin the bottle continued.

Happy National Day

2009-08-10T20:11:00.044+08:00

I shall just update about my currents. But trust me, theres quite a lot of overdues. So anyway, National Day were awesome! If you are observant enough, you would most probably spot me live yesterday. Nyeh! Met up with Syakir, Hattan, Ahzyf, Hakim, Reyza, Boi, Azeck, Amylia and Ijan after the show ended at Fort Canning Park along with Seri and Fazlyn. Blardy tiring having to walk from our holding room all the way to Fort Canning and! Having to climb up the blardy hills. Kaki no mercy, dok!

So much for thinking that the last train ends at two, Hattan, Syakir, Fazlyn, Boi, Reyza and i were left with no choice but to call Mirrah who was with Sam to fetch us home. Since we had our ride home and the petrol were on us, we requested to go riding. Dropped Boi and Reyza home before proceeding to our first stop which is the Mathilda House. Police were there so we had to skip to our next stop which is the Red House. Since the open fence has been replaced, we had no entry to the building.

Third stop was the Old Changi Hospital where we made what i call it a one-day group of friend. When in together and definitely, freaked out together but as for me, it was hear no evil, see no evil. Did i mention that it was my first time to the OCH?

Last stop for the day were the Boyan graveyard with the one-day group of friends since they invited us to tag along. Ayu and a few of her guyfriend believed that it was there playing hide and seek with us. And guess what?! "Lucky" for me, i managed to spot her playing games too. Eh, first time okay that i can see such things while exploring though i swear, i wasnt hoping for anything. Sumpah!

Well, the day ended pretty well for all of us except that we did not ask for their contacts so that we could keep in touch and probably, share our discovery of the hunting together. Mistake? You can say that. First to reach home at five.

"Maybe great mind thinks alike ah."

Harry Porter And The Half-Blood Prince

2009-07-23T20:47:00.016+08:00

Headed to the workshop with Mamad then to Irfaan's to pass him the ticket yesterday evening. Later during that night, it was over to E!hub with Mamad, Faris and Hadi for a last minute movie. Well, it was totally draggy and the storyline were dull for me and i bet the guys agree too. But nevertheless, the movie were one way or another funny and it kinda freaked me out. Home twenty minutes before midnight.

Overdue pictures on the pekembams' surprise sixteen.

They practically have to pull us cause we ran away. Remember?

Before the hundred percent menjadi surprise. Without Yayatt and Sam.

Sam, who was with me for three solid hours just for the right time.

Unexpected

2009-07-18T12:29:00.033+08:00

Thanks a million for the surprise and sorry for the sucky reaction. Heh!

Was out to City Hall with Sam yesternight when i received an "urgent call" from Bedah. To be honest, i was on a thought about meeting her as Friday night is the only night that i can chill out at town and such places but since Sam said, "Help our friend while we still can.", i got no other choice but to be there when Bedah "needed me most". Didnt know it was all part of his mind game. Sial betul but on the lighter note, he spent three solid hours with me just to kill time for the surprise, at Serangoon. Sacrifice eh, Dol? Hahaha! Seri and Yayatt came down soon after and within a few minutes, Mirrah and Boi surprised us with a chocolate cake written on it, Happy Birthday PEKEMBMS. Myra and Asyiha was there too. I was seriously shocked and my mind went blank. What more when i saw Seri getting up, i followed her and we ran away from them. The twins=Drama queen. Hahaha! Made a wish and blew the candles. Soon, Mamad came since i asked him to fetch me home. Thanks! Stayed for about fifteen minutes before making our move and since that he was feeling down that night, i suggested to Pasir Ris Park for a talk. Home at 1.25.

I got to rush for my NE Show 2 now! Damnit. Oh, guess what?! It was raining heavily last Saturday and all the performers were totally wet! And it was freezing cold that night. But, im fully prepared this time. Nyeh! But dear god, please dont let it rain tonight. I dont wanna be soaking wet with the costumes on. Not again.

Sweet Sixteen

2009-07-16T21:02:00.016+08:00

Happy sweet sixteen to Haziq, my twin blood brother and Ekahchirio, third twinny.
Happy 15th birthday to Shaheera, the forever annoying cousin and 17th to Shiela.
Happy belated sweet sixteen to Seri Wadaniyah, second twinny. [1507]
And definitely, Happy sweet sixteen to myself! Thanks for all the wishes, y'guys.
Xoxo, ainn.

A Date On Every Thursday

2009-07-10T19:29:00.023+08:00

4 out of 5.

Who else would it be if not for Seri? Hah! We missed a solid of half-an-hour thanks to a two complete strangers who gave us a long talk about Christian. It happened twice for the both of us. "Oh. Guess we are meant to meet again." Rigght.

Mamad fetched me home afterwards from Cathay. Thanks a lot! And, farewell to it.

Probably

2009-07-05T02:09:00.024+08:00

Friday meet up was absolutely going no where. It was the suckiest of all meet ups. I have no idea why i always have to react that way. Its saddening for them eh. Hmm.

Yey! Finally, i had my Orea Cheesecake. Hah! Over to Starbucks with my girls. Met up with Seri afterwards. I was really starving and all i had was a blardy can of coke. I wasnt left with any choice as Seri didnt want to accompany me for dinner! Tsk.

(As for yesterday)
A little paranoid, that is, but thank god im still in. Phew! For the first time, practise were terrible for me. Practically, i forgotten most of the steps and i wasnt quite sure of my position. What more, im performing at the very front row where its sort of obvious for all to see if i were to make a mistake. Which for sure, i will. Obviously.

3 Days MC

2009-07-01T19:37:00.025+08:00

Down with flu and cough. Fever has been playing games with me. At some point, it went over the trigger temperature and at some time, it decreases, miraculously.

Made my decision and went to the Polyclinic. Mamad and Hadi accompanied me. For a second while queuing up outside the Poly, i thought i was gonna faint. No, im not exaggerating, trust meh. I felt like vomitting, a sudden feeling of giddiness and my head seems like spinning uncontrollably. Obviously i couldnt take it and decided to sit. The guys went to queue up for me instead. Probably, it was the heat or just that i have not been eating right. And the good thing is that, i lost 3 kg.

A, B or C?

2009-06-28T01:55:00.028+08:00

Will definitely pick A if i was given those options.

After so long, i finally met up with the Tampines clans with Myra. After which, met up with Mamad and Hadi before proceeding to slack with Myra's friend, Aliff. Well, i did enjoy myself, one way or another. Head back home an hour before midnight.

Rushed down to CU and met up with Mamad yesterday before making our way to Serangoon after a quick of story-telling. To think that he knew the way, i was so wrong. Seriously, hilarious. Too many to mention. Had our "lunch break" at the nearest kopitiam before making our way back to CU. Dinner over at Amir's with Yusuf. To the FC and CU later during the night with Faris, Hadi, Fadzil and Amir.